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Finished my bachelors degree in Art Practices August of 2012 and a masters degree in Educational Leadership and Policy with a specialization in Post Secondary Adult and Continuing Education in 2014. Professionally I'm interested in creating culturally responsive curriculum for Native American/Alaska Native youth and adults in formal and non-formal learning environments. I love the intersection of art, learning/teaching, and Indigenous cultures and ways of knowing. In my creative process I'm interested in using iconic Native American images or objects in different ways to illustrate political or historical themes, truths (as I see them), and experiences. I also love to use different art mediums to capture the people and world around me. I enjoy making art with friends and giving away art is a way for me to show my love and gratitude to others.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Photo Exploration: PSU NASCC


I spend a lot of time at PSU's Native American Student and Community Center (NASCC) so I thought I would take some photos around the center. They building is beautiful inside and out with artwork everywhere you look. The inside of the center has a large gathering room with a professional kitchen to the side. In the other parts of the building there is a reception area with several offices, a computer lab with several computers for students and community to use, three classrooms/meeting rooms, a sunken children's play area, and a lobby area with art, comfortable chairs and tables surrounding a fireplace. Then outside there are two gardens on the first floor and a gorgeous roof stop garden area that is breath taking. Here are a few places around the building.

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The large gathering room where lectures, dinners, and other gatherings are held.


Window seats in the drumming area in the gathering room.


One of four or five fused art glass panels way up in the vaulted ceiling. I've never noticed them before because you really have to stop and look up.



Now we go outside and up to the roof top garden space. Oh, another awesome thing about the NASCC is that all gardens and the roof are fully and completely wheelchair accessible.


This is a wood and mental sculpture piece in the west garden of the NASCC.

I really like the different natural and man-made materials they put together in the architecture of the building. Here we see the rough stone wall juxtaposed against the smooth metal sided roof peak.



This is the part of the roof that is right over the gathering area and the wooden poles of the gathering room are continued through the roof as metal poles. You can see the prism shaped ceiling "window" that throws light into the very center of the gathering room.

More of the roof top metal poles and glass prism.



A garden metal sculpture on the roof. I'm pretty sure the artist is Lillian Pitt (Warm Springs), but I will make sure.

Friday, May 20, 2011

UISHE Naimuma PowWow Spring 2011

William and Chenoa (center) with a friend
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Powwow volunteers having fun.

Detailed abstraction of grass dancer regalia



Powwow Traditions and Ceremony Students and Professor Cornel Pewewardy (holding the drum) and two dancers in their regalia.

Traditional dancer abstracted

I was having major problems with my camera both days of the powwow and it was so very frustrating. Then a week later my memory card broke and I had to purchase a new one. The new memory card works wonders and my camera is so much faster. Lesson Learned.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Water Media Final: Handmade Book: Mapping

Here are the photos of my final project for water media. I'm happy with how it turned out. Of course there are several things I would do differently, however, that is how you learn. I'm very pleased to be taking Book Arts this term (starting tomorrow!) with the same professor as for the water media class. We will be constructing books in several different styles, using different materials, and then putting artwork in them.

Book Material: Thick watercolor paper
Book Style: Accordion
Book Pieces:
Book Container: Parfletch-Style envelop encasing the book for cultural symbolism and to keep the accordion book protected.
Book has two different sides with two different covers.
Book Size: Parfletch cover folded out is 29"x 25"
Accordion book is 12"x 15" and 24"x 30" with full page shown

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Parfletch-style cover tied closed with a leather tie. Two large pieces of water color paper were glued together with PVA glue. I was happy this worked well and the cover is very strong. I decided to use a parfletch style because this is what my ancestors used to carry food, supplies, and herbs in their nomadic life. Of course their parfletches were made of hard and water resistant buffalo raw hide and painted with designs.

The cover partially open showing the book inside and the inside cover of the parfletch was also decorated. Part of our assignment was to create a map of the place were were recording in the book. Instead of having a fold out map I chose to paint my map on the inside of the parfletch drawing a connection between winter counts on buffalo robes of several plains tribes before European contact. I'm not sure if my tribe did this. I know the Lakota regularly created winter counts.

The parfletch folded out.

The inside cover of the parfletch has a very abstract design and mapping of my home and the property I live on. I resisted the urge to create a linear style map and instead used symbols and colors to create where I live. I read that the "maps" and directions given to Lewis and Clark by several tribes were very confusing to the expedition because Natives have/had a different perspective and relationship to the land around them. They are and we still are part of the land, not separate from it. I did however create the map from a birds eye view like European style maps, but you will see I added an abstract tree and my own hand print showing my connect to the land.



(Note for image below): One of two front covers for the book: Shelter. This part of the book is about my family that lives around me right now. It's supposed to be more realistic types of rendering and a more European style of painting. Although I can never get too far away from abstraction...

Full open page of the book. A "family tree" of family members that came to visit me while I was working on the book. My sister and I top left, an owl I painted from a practice composition from a previous assignment, center right is my 7 year old nephew Jimmy, bottom left is my 3 year old nephew Nate when he was an infant, and in the bottom right is my Mom and Dad.

Close up of Jimmy and the Owl.

A close up of Nate and the background. I chose to paint the portraits on separate sheets because I was worried of making a mistake and then the whole page would be ruined. I really like the color palate of the trees on this page. I love how winter trees look so much like the veins and respiratory system in our bodies.

The second cover of the book: We Live. I Live. this part of the book as about my connection to my Cheyenne ancestors and my on going process of healing past wounds and reconnecting.

The first full page. I used water color, acrylic paint, and wire on this page.

This page is about just putting a color wash on the page and see what happens. I noticed right away the profile of a man in the center and then the clouds at the top and mountains at the bottom. This is about the story of Loo-Wit (Mt. St. Helens) and how I can see the mountain from my backyard and was five years old and living near by when the mountain erupted. It's also about our culture and stories and how we need to preserve them and that they are alive.

This page is about my on going struggles with my identity and my current difficulty in working with my tribe to get some paperwork I need. They don't see me as a Cheyenne because I can't be enrolled. So this page is about NOT being a Southern Cheyenne-Arapaho of Oklahoma, but a TSITSISTAS which means "the people" in the Cheyenne language. The tribe can leave me and my family behind, but they can't take away my ancestors, my blood, my spirit, and my heart. The round circles are an abstraction of a tipi from above. I may not have a home with my tribe, but my grandmothers will always provide a spiritual home for me.

I used wired to construct a screen.

Page Two of We Live, I Live: These are portraits of some of my ancestors. Far left side is my great-grandmother, Mary, in the center is my great-great-great grandmother, Grandma Cow (a female buffalo, not a jersey cow!), right of center is my great-grandmother's sister, Auntie Maggie, the man in the bottom right is Black Kettle as we were part of his band, and the upper right is me. I used water color for the background and sumi ink for the portraits. I used red yard that's unraveled to symbolized the unravelling of my family over the years of the destructive forces of loss of land, the Sand Creek Massacre, Indian boarding schools, and then the total cut off of my family to our people when my great-grandmother denied who she was and didn't tell her children she was a Cheyenne. Her decision to assimilate has had caused me several problems just three generations later.


I'm interested to exploring more about my continued struggles with my identity and working with my tribe to prove my decendency. It has been a very frustrating and upsetting process, but in that negativity I have found artistic inspiration and a better understanding of my identity away from their stringent rules of identity based on genocidal practices of the US Government.






Friday, February 25, 2011

Watermedia: Winter Term 2011

Art 297 Watermedia
Instructor: Professor Susan Harlan
Winter 2011

Mapping Booklet: project in process
The assignment is to create a large book (at least 8"x10" with at least four pages) of watercolor paper and fill it full of images made of mixed media of an area of your choice. Specifically focusing on mapping the area/space which can be done literally or abstract and conceptually. We should use portraiture, landscape with sketching, watercolor, sumi ink, collage, etc.

I chose to create an accordion style so I first made a small size book to play with a few of my ideas before I add them to the big book. Below are images from my test booklet.

The first three panels of the test booklet.

I keep a messy palette, but I love the bright colors.

One thing I really like about using watercolor is that even if it dries you can rewet the medium and use it.

A close up of the middle page. I love how the colors blend and create layers of pattern.

A close up of the left side page.

A close up of red strings hanging from a red bar. It's actually an installation/performance art idea I've been thinking about lately. Thought I'd paint it and see what I think. I'll probably add this into the final book, but with red yarn.

A close up of the middle panel. Again the colors blend so well and I love the texture of the paper.

Autobon Watercolor: Project Finished
22"x28"

This was our second class project. We were to paint a large scale watercolor of an animal of our choice in a strange or odd environment. Walton Ford was our inspiration artist. I originally was going to paint a tortoise, however, it just wasn't working for me and then my cousins brought over a baby owl to my house one weekend during this project. They had found the baby owl on the road and didn't know if it was hurt. They brought it over to my house not knowing who else to bring it to. The poor thing seemed to have an injured wing, but it was so sweet. They ended up taking it to a 24 hour vet clinic who sent it to the local Autobon Society. They were going to fix it's wing and then release it back to the area where my cousins found it. A happy ending.
So after that I knew I had to paint an owl. I chose this particular pose because it's full of action and you can see detail of the wings. As part of the assignment we were required to either trace the basic shape of the animal or project it onto the large paper. This was to maximize the "real-life" effect. So the proportions are very realistic, however, it's my own skills that painted the details and shadows.
I was too careful with the background so I need to go back and add more detail to the landscape. I'm very proud at how well the owl turned out.


The watercolor is very light, but the lighting in the photo is very dark and yellowed. I'll take another photo of it in the nature lighting tomorrow.





20 Portraits: Project Finished
9"x12" each

This was our first project in the class and I really had a difficult time with it. I'm not one for realism and I'm terrible at rendering faces. I became very frustrated many times during this project, but I learned so much. We were required to use sumi ink and watercolor. We could work from a live model or a picture. I naturally want to abstract things and I struggled to bridge realism and abstraction. Some I was successful and other I was not. I only added a few of my favorites to this post.

A beloved elder. It doesn't look too much like him. I think he would have laughed at this portrait of himself.

A self-portrait. My professor loved this one. I think it's okay.

I see this one as a rocker girl. I ended up really enjoying adding sumi to my watercolors.

One of my favorite portraits. This is the one where I finally got my inner judge to shut up and just went with it.

This is one of my favorite, favorites. It looks nothing like the live model we had in class, but I just love the shadows and abstraction. This portrait and the one below are the same model.

I did a good job on the neck shading.



This is portrait #20 and it's a self-portrait.